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By heather | August 15, 2007
Do you ever have those days where someone asks you after what you did, and you can’t remember one single thing? That’s what the last 3 days have been like for me. I’m not sure why. I can’t think of anything to write about, I can’t remember what I did before lunch, I just know I feel stressy.
I do remember slamming my finger in my desk drawer yesterday, mainly because my nail is all bruised and bloody but I’ve barely even been doing this blog thing for a month and I’m out of ideas already? I think that means I suck. Work is stressing me, as well as lack of baby time.
And to be honest, I’m sick of myself right now. You know how when you just keep obsessing over something eventually…(riiiiight – as I re-read this I feel certain that you get it and I should shut up already).
Anyway part of the problem is that I’ve tried to take on some freelance web design which means I don’t have any time to unwind so I just get strung tighter and tighter until I snap. I think it’s obvious that freelancing while working full time is not going to work.
So tonight, I painted my toes green and watched SYTYCD. Not THAT green, a pretty see through sparkly green, then as an afterthought added french tips. Why you ask? Because it’s still summer and I’m dying to dye my hair darker but this will have to do until it’s legitimately fall and I don’t go to the pool anymore. And also because watching the dancers makes me feel kind of lumpy as I sit there and stuff cookies in my face, so I may not have the body but at least I have pretty toes.
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